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2011-04-05T05:51:00.001-07:00

share tentang Cara Mandi Wajib..

kena selalu ingatkan saudara-saudara kita..juga ingatkan diri sendiri :)

jika mandi Wajib tak Sah..maka Ibadat kita juga tak Sah ye..Ingat tu!!!

SOALAN Nyatakan sebab-sebab yang mewajibkan mandi.

JAWAPAN Sebab-sebab yang mewajibkan mandi:

- 1. Keluar mani.
  2. Haid.
  3. Janabah (bersetubuh)
  4. Wiladah.
  5. Nifas.
  6. Mati, selain mati syahid.

SOALAN Terangkan cara mandi wajib yang betul dan sempurna.

JAWAPAN Cara-cara mandi wajib :

Bersihkan badan dari segala kekotoran.
Hilangkan segala benda yang boleh menghalang air sampai ke kulit anggota badan
Ambil wuduk.
Siramkan air ke atas kepala sambil membaca niat:
Nawaitu raf- al hadasil akbari fardan alaiya lillahi taaala.
( sahaja aku mengangkat hadas yang besar fardu ke atas ku kerana Allah taala )
Jiruskan air ke anggota badan sebelah kanan 3X dan sebelah kiri 3X.
Ratakan air ke seluruh badan. Selatkan rambut, janggut, dan semua bulu supaya air sampai ke kulit. Ratakan juga air ke tempat lipatan-lipatan dan celah anggota badan yang zahir seperti telinga, hidung, mata, ketiak, pusat, selah paha, qubul dan dubur dalam keadaan mencangkung.
Jika air tidak rata dengan 3 jirusan seperti di atas, maka hendaklah ditambah lagi jirusan sehingga air rata ke seluruh anggota badan. Semasa meratakan air, hendaklah dijaga supaya tangannya tidak menyentuh qubul dan dubur tanpa lapik yang menyebabkan wuduknya batal.

2011-03-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

The moment i wake up, it shows 9 in the morning. As usual, on a morning Saturday. I lay down like there’s no workday..but then i heard that my parents room opened by someone. I thought that its my mother but its my brother. I ask him where our parent are, He said that my mother went to the airport to fetch my father from Sarawak. He said that my father feel shivering and mother went with him straight to Dr.Lim in Klang. I dont know what went wrong to cause my father to shiver.. I feel confuse not about the shivering but about me what i should do. I called my baby about this, he’s working. Instead i felt unsecured. And here i am on my bed writing this and still wondering what i should do. Im still waiting for my parents to come home. Before this, i somehow confused and i went and ironed my two new baju kurung in my parents room. while i was ironing, i think about people should be thankful for having your parents around now, when they are gone somehow feel that your time is up with them and that is it. My plan for today is going out with my baby after his work to make my Engagement Dress. but it seems that the plan cannot be executed. Owh this just in..but i think i have to do other post for this good news!! bye!

2011-03-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary

hye people! Seriously can't wait to type everything i have in mind right now coz i tend to forget things so quickly. Ok here goes..

First, i want to say that i've already deposit money to AWC and HDC. Its a start and feels that it will get better and better. Positive. So

My Engagement Mini Pelamin : AWC
My Solemnization,2 Reception Wedding Dress (B/G) - HDC
My Engagement Day : 2 July 2011
My Solemnization Day : 17 December 2011
My Reception Days : 28 & 29 January 2012
My Solemnization Place : My house
My Reception Day : DJP, SUK

Fuhh~! I know..the dates..!! the thing is.. i really dont know about my solemnization date when is going to be but i found out from him. Can you believe it? woahh..~ I'm in jolt! And I'm already can see our Save the Date invitation. I'm flying...lalala

I'm going to do a checklist at the right panel so that it will remind me. I just bought the new Pengantin magazine and its like a bumper issue for brides wearing hijab. Many useful and helpful tips and advice on becoming a bride. I haven't read it yet but by the looks of it is very good. Worth every ringgit buying it.

Lately he's having a bad time getting used to his work and living here. I'm trying my best to help him even though its hard. I really love him even though he tends to forget when he's mad or in a bad mood. The truth is planning my wedding is the only thing that makes me happy right now. There's a few things i have to remember like going to Khursus Kahwin.
Ok, my mind is jammed with a lot of things. I'm going to stop. so i will write again soon. bye!

2011-03-05T01:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary ~

Hello2 everyone! nice time for me today to write on my blog again. Yes. I've been neglecting the blog again. A lot has happen and i hope i can catch up of what has happened since the last i post. I'm playing monopoly on my ipad while writing this post. i write while i wait for my turn. hahaha.

I'm going to start on my Engagement updates. Ok, still no dates only month which is in July. Right now I'm Pelamin hunting. I would like to say a few of my choices of pelamin which i like and consider to be The Pelamin for my engagement and also for my Nikah.

Nice kan.. I realise I'm a killer for hydrangea. Look at the simplicity of the settings. Love it.
I think I got these pictures at Jovian Mandagie. I love this concept. Not that much grand but beautiful. Easy on the eye to look at. one of my choices are from Ari Wedding Couture. Actually i'm heading to MIECC tomorrow for the Festival Pengantin 2011. They say its the biggest bridal fair for this year. Going there with him..excited.Going to go to Ari's booth and see them.

My other choices are from Arma Couture, Arjuna Cipta and my favourite, Nas Great Idea. Visited them at SACC Bridal Fair last month and managed to get contacts. Cannot get a hold of them because they are busy and also my date has not been set yet. I need to save the dates please.!! In the meantime, I'm looking at Ari Wedding Couture for backup hihihi. Plus Hatta said that they do great jobs on Pelamin settings. Owh! Yes! Hatta..! yes its Hatta Dolmat of course. Last week on Sunday, Me and him met Hatta personally and get to talking. And yes he looks promising. Ok, by the looks I'm more talking about my wedding on January. Still the plan need to be tuned more. Owh Khareyan Events did enter my mind and i did communicate with Rayhan asking the price here and there but there's none after that.

Yes many of my friends and also a cousin of mine is getting married this year and January 2012. I need to to do something about my wedding/engagement checklist pronto ! Its March now..the clock ticking and ticking. I already choose one color for one of my reception but I'm not going to tell you..! Next time I'm going to post my wedding/engagement checklist. I wish i want to do a video blog so that it feels more personal. hihihi ok.. I'm going to stop here. Gonna update next time! bye!

2011-02-15T07:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary

Hello everybody !! I got merisik today !! I feel so happy.. I can feel there's a crown on my head. I'm just glad that today went smoothly. I can't believe I'm wearing a ring !! For sure I'm gonna show you the Majlis photos but before that i wanted to tell you how i feel about today.. I know there's a slight flaw here and there but still it can be managed. But from time to time.. I miss him so much and wanted him to be there to witnessed his mom putting the ring on my finger. Anyway, my engagement will be in July ! I know the clock starts ticking..but this time I'm gonna do it the best I can.. and I'm gonna used my GTP's to helped me. A lot of planning must be done and i have to balance between my work. I'm so excited..

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Ok..above the line was what i wrote on the day of my merisik..i totally forgot to publish it. silly me.. but i'm gonna share some pictures of my merisik day.. nuthing much but just giving the view.. =)

2011-02-03T03:09:00.001-08:00

2011-02-01T07:33:00.000-08:00

Something that i wanted to point out..my feelings when watch this song especially at 3:10 til 3:45
somehow i feel that time stops there and teach us to cherish the moment..how i wish could get the moment..aduh..

2011-01-22T19:46:00.000-08:00

AWAN NANO

Lihat ke arah sana
Serakan warna dan berarakan
Awan
Pabila terik panas
Segera hadirnya memayungi diri

Pabila kau dahaga
Sesegera turun hujan melimpahkan kasihnya
Pabila kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau mahu

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri
Tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihnya
Kasih tiada banding
Setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua

Awan kekasih sebenarmu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Lihat diriku ini
Yang sesekali pernah kau bagaikan awan
Sehingga tak mungkin terlupa
Berikan belas sedari dulu

Sehingga tak mungkin termampu saksi
Setitis pun air matamu kasihku
Sehingga kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau rindu

Akulah awanmu yang sedia
Melindungi dirimu tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Akulah awanmu yang sering kau rindu
Dan tak terduga hadirmu walau tak tercapai jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

2011-01-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary ~

hey yo! a dear diary moment. Today.. had an awsome day with him..It has been a long time we step foot at midvalley and gardens and we went to the new garden cafe just like at the curve but its more whiter and new..i feel like im sitting on a pelamin..so whitey and bridal..the menu is like and invitation..don't belive t? go there and see it for yourself..have a look at some of my sweetest time there with him

2011-01-18T18:25:00.000-08:00

Wedding Dress and Color Theme

Hello, hello! This time i want to talk about wedding dress and color theme. I know for 2010, many brides have chosen pastels colors for their wedding color theme. Well i think its nice having pastel colors as wedding color themes, i mean it cant be separated. A must have. But to think of it when everyone is using the same color, i don't feel the special into it. Different does matters coz people would say we copied them and vice versa. See? hmm..something to think about. Anyway since i like to be different from others its kinda hard to get what i wanted because i don't want it to be extra ordinary but just different, different. hahaha For example, when you talk about colors for wedding, I'm attracted to Emerald Green worn by Angelina Jolie with Mila kunis at the Gold Globes past days. I mean just look at the color?! it pops out doesn't it? imagine from far, your guests could see you. The attention a bride would want to have. I know I want it.

credit to omg.yahoo

credits to Photoaura

I just went to photoaura to update my self on recent wedding and i cross upon on this wedding, I was AW MAN! this is my color..! but i said to myself that it is ok because just one bride using this color this year.. but i'm going to get married like a year after. haishh (geleng head). From this I would know that this color will be hot pick for brides for this year.grrrr. ...........................Takpe

I would like to share all the wedding dress designs I crossed upon while browsing the internet but some of it.. I forget where I got it..so sorry for that. Here they are

credit to butik cosry
Ok, this I got it from butik cosry.. love the design and colors especially beige or cream with turqoise! elegant!

This one left I don't know who is it but the right one is from Vera Wang. I looove Vera. I can say that her design is the definition for wedding dress. I love the right one so much is just that if I can transform the right one into baju kurung or kurung modern . nice eyh?

credit to LyndaRahim and RizmanRuzaini

For Malay brides who doesnt want to walk down the aisle in a rizman ruzaini and lynda rahim wedding couture..exquisite.

Enuff with the wedding dress i would go on about this for a trillion years.Lets talk about Colour theme for weddings.

People would say that all the colors that I choose shows luxury. But in my mind.. I want it cheap but shows luxury..

Imagine if you combine these two colors together..so different from others.. a strong attempt.

I think i stop now..will update more on other weddingy stuff..bye!

2011-01-15T23:04:00.000-08:00

Hot and Cold 2011

Hello everyone! Happy new year..Welcome to 2011. Another year to look forward to.
The reason i put Katy Perry Hot and Cold videoclip is to express what i have been through lately and still am . Right now i should be doing my work but yet im here preferring to write and update this dear blog of mine. I change my blog layout and background. Everything for this new year. Hoping for the best and ohsomeness.. And yes im hot and cold making decisions. Doesnt matter its work or my life. Somehow i have had it with my work and i totally want to quit that instant. But my caring boyfriend has always been to my rescue preventing me doing such stupid things. I have a lot to tell. I know no ones read my blog but if there are people like to read my blog and support what i post thank you so much even u read anonymously.

Let me first tell you that this 15 February 2011 will be my Merisik . Yes very excited and looking forward to it so much. Eventhough its just small for you but for me its big because this is mine! MINE! Fireworks! Since its public holiday that day, Maulidur Rasul. There will be a small Doa Selamat to bless the occasion and our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W. I did a great move by hearing katy perry's hits while writing this blog. I feel free. Really needed it. There are so much to do and plan. I would like to enjoy every detail planning my own wedding. Went here and there to find what i want but still its not enough. I ask him to be my private wedding planner to get him involved, haha well he said even so he is not he would want to do it. My man he is. Anyway i will update more on my planning on my wedding soon.Next!

Next would be this one person i discovered myself of course while i was surfing you tube to find demo on how to do Nude makeup and i discover Kandee Johnson. I became obsessed with her way on putting makeup and techniques. If you would want to know about her a lot more just click her name i wrote up there. She makes me going to Mac stores and asking different types of makeup stuff. I even wanted to open my own blogshop selling every thing that she uses in her videos. Just an idea.

So i'll stop here and i'll update you guys soon..bye!

2010-12-12T01:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary

Hello, actually i feel kinda unhappy right now but still i would like to share a few things with you readers about what has happened before. Let me start by telling you about what happened yesterday. I went to Shazlee & Aishah's wedding reception in Rembau. Well i went with him and happily met his family there. Shazlee is his cousin. Had such a great time with his family. Let me share with you the pictures taken by me with my new 550D DSLR. Here you go.

But above all pictures love this..taken by me of course.. i dont know if you feel like i do..but

Isnt little Aishah sooo cute?

Great time with lovable people..First time seeing Aleesha in person. Her voice is so sexy. No wonder shazlee melted in her arms..heheh. I want to tell you that im counting days to my holidays with my family to New Zealand and Australia..Can't wait to be there and buy everyone gifts but being on an 11 hour flight would make my bum go numb. i hope the inflight movie are new and great. Gonna miss him so much tho. but i have planned something for him..surprise..hehe Anyway,a lot of things has happen to me and make me realise a lot of things. I hope that it would be ok in the future so that i can go through it smoothly. I wish everyone a very good day. Bye!

2010-11-19T05:32:00.000-08:00

Ku Berjanji Karna Cinta - Anuar Zain

Ku menunggu getar hatiku
Anganku hanya untukmu
‘Tuk bersama selamanya
Kita berdua

Kau selalu mengisi hariku
Dengan canda dan tawamu
Ku rasakan bahagiaku
Untukmu selalu

Ku berjanji kerna cintaku
Ku berharap kerna kasihmu
Selamanya dan tak akan pernah berpisah
Sampaikan nanti

Kau selalu mengisi hariku
Dengan canda dan tawamu
Ku rasakan bahagiaku
Untukmu selalu

Meraihmu menggapaimu

(Ku berjanji kerna cinta)
Kerna cinta
(Ku berharap kerna kasih)
Kerna kasih

Pernah berpisah
Sampaikan nanti

2010-10-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

My New Haircut~

I want my new hair to be like this..what do you think? does it suits me?

2010-10-30T21:43:00.000-07:00

Syaira's E-Day !

Yesterday , I went to Syaira's Engagement ceremony held at her house. Her house is big..first time went to her house. This is one lucky lady who got the gist of life..From the bottom of my heart, She look so beautiful..her dress is the most beautiful dress i have ever seen. the combination of colours is new to me. Never seen before the combination of colors that mix together that well. Silver, or light grey with hot pink lace..wow.. I better look at my own colors..what suits me.. nevermind that, her pelamin wad exquisite, i dont know what will syaira's pelamin would be like on her solmenization would top that.I'm glad to have syaira of my friend, i mean, look at me.. huhu i just felt happy just to be invited to her ceremony, that would be enough for me. I went with fynaz, farzana and with him..

He was so handsome, by far the most handsome i have seen him. To top of what i feel about him last night is by hearing Nada Surf - Inside of Love. The music just about right. I know the lyrics is the opposite but i like the music. He looks exactly like Josh Duhamel in What life is Like. I blushed big time. Below are the pics..not much but at least dpt bergambar pun jadilah..

*dah gemuk and i really do look like a makcik..i suck T_T*

2010-10-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

PARAMORE CONCERT

Hello!

On 19th of October, The band from Tennessee came and rocked the night out with 15k fans here in Malaysia. I was one of em. guilty. heheh I rocked the night out with him. The only exception..love him. Anyway, Hayley as being her true self sang with all her might to give the best performance that we 15k deserved. I want to mention here that Jeremy is sooo handsome..he played the guitar like he's making love with it..Below is the video and also some pics that i actually went not just blabbering about it. wekkk!

The Opening

You can check our the rest of the videos at my youtube channel http://www.youtube.com/user/amenot?feature=mhum

2010-10-10T01:41:00.000-07:00

I Got My Eye On This~

This two above really caught my attention...

2010-10-02T03:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

kali nih ingin berbicara secara rojak. Banyak bende sebenarnya berada dalam fikiran ni. Bila nak kawen? Rabu ni dateline! Ke sana sini mencari, sedih rasa kat hati ni..penat pun ade..tgk sana sini..tapi nak kawen ntah bila..berapi mcm die yang nak kawen dulu padahal tergantung. apelah.
few days before or a week before..my heart became so sad. ntah lah. lepas tuh ok. lepas tuh tak ok. lepas tuh ok balik. apelah. shopping giler sakan tak ingat dunia. sekali visa sekat. baru sedar. MasyAllah apa nak jadi. Masuk butik LV berlagak cam org kaya tapi dapat pegang original beg pun jadilah walaupun tak beli. lepas tuh berangan nak beli beg tuh la beg ni lah,ape ni. si hensem ku membelikan ku perfume ngan ipod klassik.gilo ko apo. tak cayo? tgk ni..

gilo tak gilo..~

yang aku beli bende2 yang mcm ni..untuk siapa? untuk aku sendiri..apelah.

Apa yang aku nak sebenarnya?
Nak kawen?
Nak banyak duit?
Nak shopping?
Nak apa siti amrina?

renung renungkan..
my world is full of mixed stuff
love hate sad joy...

giler giler giler..
nak luah tapi takut..
so..
sampai disini sahaja.
terima kasih

2010-09-22T07:04:00.000-07:00

I have my eye on this..~

2010-09-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

I HAVE A DREAM..~

I have a dream that together with this passion lies in the heart that i would have my own sucessful online blogshop. The blog has already created. COLOUR CHEMISTRY. Im pretty excited to make this blogshop successful, so..I've been working on the logo for colour chemistry. I pretty much used 'try and error' method. I can show you the beginning of my designing stage for the logo. Let me explain the steps. The idea started out when i look at the name of the blogshop which is colour chemistry. So from there i took the initials and make something out of it.. C and C. Out of nowhere the infinity symbol popped out in my mind. So, i try to combine the Initials and the Infinity symbol.

This is the Infinity symbol that i used.

What i wanted is the logo shows a unity between colours. that is why i picked the name colour chemistry for the blog. A unity of colours.Simple.

So i played along in Illustrator and i get this logo..

This is the logo result when i combine the C initials and the infinity symbol together.

as i created more and more elements for this blogshop i feel as though im bringing this blogshop to life..This logo is not finished yet, so im trying to give more elements into it so up to here my post ends. I'll updated from time to time about design logo. chow!

2010-09-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

Today was awsome, many things we did and they are bowling, archery, ice skating, well they played at the arcade but i was in the car sleeping..tired..hehehe Having so much fun spending time with my soon to be brother in laws. We break our fasting at Nandos and we have our dessert at chocolate lounge near the ice rink. Wish that Kak Ima and also Ikah together with Firdaus joining us. I confess my true feelings to him..i mean our status..he and i feel the same way..it is so rare..We realise that everyone and everything around is changing..but its like something pure like this exists..Thank To Allah..He created us to Him is our way back. Dont forget that. I'm thankful. I'm going to take a rest now..nyte !

2010-08-31T05:19:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

A nice time with my dear love..~ a four day holiday and he took a leave on saturday to be with me. What we did was we went shopping! We went here and there like Jakel, Pkns and also Sunway Pyramid. The thing was, i didnt feel well i got my fever due to my heavy flow of period. He was there for me. He comforted me when i was so down low. I love you with all my heart, ok now i really want him..Raya is near, i told him that he should not be sad when im not there with him but the truth was me, can i stand with him not being around when Raya comes? He teaches me to love him more and even more everyday and when he's leaving i felt like a huge void emerge and the feeling i had vanish and i felt blurred. Because he's always here with me and it felt kinda sad when he's not. He understands what im going through, he told me last night explaining to me the reason why im feeling all this, he understands completely. Somehow i felt relief and happy coz we know the fact that we cant change anything right now but knowing he understand the situation and my feeling is good enough for me. i mean all the things ive been wanting blabbering about doesnt matter anymore. My heart is ok. I love it when he does that. Everything i do when he's with me i feel there isnt any worries in the world that i can think. Did I tell you that i wrote a letter to him? An actual letter and its old school. hahaha i wrote it when i was in my deepest heart and missing him so badly. I even dont know that i can be like what i wrote to him, he brings that out of me. Something in my heart tells that i should bring him to meet my stepmother a few days before raya..but he doesnt know it and i dont know he can or not. Nevermind. Anyway i feel excited that raya is coming. and still there is some things that i havent bought like accesorise ( did i spell it right? ) hahaha The only thing i know is i love him so much. Bye!

2010-08-20T20:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

Another Friday came, as usual he would be here with me. Actually I was browsing through all the pictures from yesterday break fasting. wanna see ? before that just want to say, his images..makes me melt..his smile..i feel like im walking on clouds..haha really. The pictures are as below..

2010-08-15T14:48:00.001-07:00

Don't Go..~

2010-08-14T23:23:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

Yesterday was my birthday..and surprisingly, only my sister in law wishes me...my family? na da..
and my 70 friends wishes me non stop until midnight..that was so flattering. Yesterday, i celebrate my birthday with him..at Serai seksyen 3..The food was yummy..we ordered, Siakap steam,butter prawn, meat cooked with dried chili, kangkung belacan, Tom yam mixed (this is a must!) and sizzling beancurd. Our tummy was so stuffed, i cant walk straight. Actually the story that i want to tell was, when i arrived to the restaurant..there was a present for me and a birthday card on the table.. i was so surprised! i mean..got a hint when i called him few hours before coming there that he was at sacc mall buying something..for me of course. haha but didnt think that he would do all of this things for me..my heart was touched..deeply! wondering what he gave to me?

The present that he gave to me..
i can't believe it also until now..

and the birthday card was so so cute and sweet. Everytime i read it always calms me..like there isnt any problem in the world would bring me down..he blows me away.. There was also a birthday cake for me..blueberry cheesecake ..nyum2 havent had it for a while. After dinner, i ask him to bring me to i-City.. i never been there and so does he..our first time to i-City.

Some would say the first experience is always we cherished the most. For me, it is..because i had a blast when i was there, i feel that i want to go there again..

what i cherished the most was we played this lastic thing where you you shoot it to the air and it come down like fireflies. mine was pink and his was blue. Love it so much! we spent about 15 minits there playing it. Felt never want to leave the place. we walked through out the whole place..my love for him grows even more..things that i felt long ago that i wanted, came back and i feel that im being loved so much. So around 10 pm he sent me home. owh! did i mention he picked me up with his car? its been so long ive been picked by him.. i love it!

Thank you so much love..thank you..

2010-08-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

My Last Night being 23~

In an hour time, i'll be 24..i just thought that i would share this last moments that would never come back..i would have to say that..its very sad to leave 23~ i feel this huge responsibility immerse from out of nowhere and will stay until i die..~ The carefree person i used to be seems to fade away.. life just gets tougher and tougher and really kick you in the butt~

In my age of 23, i found him.. thankful for that. But there is more to life..i know..thats why i want to venture it with him..but im scared, a daddy's little naive girl is being an independant women and feels its tough to do it. Hearing Claire De Lune from Debussy to cherish this moment. I might show this post to my child in the future. How incredible this feeling is and how i dont want to let go. Imagine if im getting married what will i feel then?

Its 10:58, a lot is going on in my mind. mixed feelings. feeling like to go to eiffel tower once again and see paris city while drinking hot chocolate with marshmellow..going to venice and take a swift in a gondola..live happliy ever after. Can i? I know life is shit but i only taste the surface of it..don't want to imagine if i hit rock bottom. You are totally wrong if im waiting wishes from people for my birthday. I dont want wishes just only the love once i had when i was little when i dont think of responsibility.

I feel blessed, my birthday falls in Ramadan. the month that i've been waiting every year. A lot of things i want to change.. all of it into something better. A better employee, A better girlfriend, A better Daughter. Somehow i feel that what i do is not to the fullest and im still searching my passion on doing things. Its something that i really need to change. I dont want when i'm being a wife the attitude is there and when im being a mother.

Dear my love, i'm going to be 24, please support me, Love me, guide me into something better. I know you will be a good husband and a father. Please include me in your happiness until we die. Never let me go and be my friend when i feel weak, sad, sorrow, hollow. Show me everything that in this world nothing is better than doing it together and growing old is something to look forward to. I dedicate My Love from Sia to you. The rythm that has capture every beat of my heart. I love you, you are my soul now and forever.

The ending that i want before i turn 24 another 50 minutes? I wish( in my heart i whisper)....~

Good night my loved ones..cherish every minute in your life..its worth it. Bye~!

2010-08-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

Wall of Journeys~

At Manhattan Fishmarket Alamanda...Salmon for us~!

Taking Pic's while he's driving..~

He's taking pic's while I'm driving..~

He's waiting for me when i finish work..~

2010-07-30T21:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

Hello..its saturday today..~Nuthing going on much but i just woke up at 10..the sleep i have been missing for a long time..waking up late~! likey likey..~ Yesterday, i bought a portable plastic hanger, i've been wanting to buy this this since i hit puberty.hihihi i bought it at carrefour. It cost me RM49.90, worth the investment. I know im lazy when it comes to doing laundry and cleaning my room but this thing actually raise me to wash my clothes. Right now, im waiting for my clothes to be washed. Its in the washing machine of course. FYI, i dont have a maid. Anyway, now i have to find some thing to make me clean my room. Not too long ago, i bought this huge carpet from IKEA, its black and also a 3-tier drawer, to keep my remaining, not enough clothes onto my existing cupboard. When i got back from IKEA i forgot the drawer is that i have to assemble it myself. Thats a bummer. I ask my bro to help me but i dont know what happen. Oooh, did i mention i bought myself a sewing machine? Brother is the brand. Its still in the box~!! What is wrong with me.. i have this cool stuffs and i didnt use it. Its wasted~!

A normal saturday that always keep me comfortable, staying at home, surfing until i feel asleep on my own, eating what my mom cooks. Just now my dad ask me to sit down with him and teach him to use the iPad. If you dont know, i got an iPad from my dad for my birthday. 32 gb. Wow, right? My dad and my brother has one. so to repay back what my dad give is by teaching him to use ipad. Actually i'm a newbie for Apple products. Enuf of that, ok what shall i do next? Eat~!!

Bye Everyone!

2010-07-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

What we are~Part 1

Right now im listening to One Republic - Secrets. Fell in love with this song after i watched Sorcerer's Apparentice. Love the magic and humor in this movie.

Friday
A few days back, started from Friday.. I went to IA BIMARC at Berjaya Time Square with him. Imagine how a boring conference became an exciting one where the person you wanted the most is beside you to bare together the boredom. I actually fell head over heals when i see him in a suit.How his hair spikes up. My mind cant form a straight thinking when i see him like that. Somehow i regret when im treated him when my mood went bendy coz..he was there for me and im treating him like im a bitch. i'm stupid. continue..Actually later that night was malam berinai for nadira..the night before i went to her house with also other gtp to help her wither her goodies for her wedding. I was pretty excited to bring him.The thing was , I was so happy that he was there with me the whole night, being there for me. Even I'm writing about it right now, I feel so relief.

Saturday
The morning was a rush coz i tought farz didnt wake up yet so i called many times and get help from other gtp to wake her up but actually what happen was she was already up and she was getting ready. So i'm the one who's not ready. After picking up farz,i picked him up. We went straight to the mosque. The moment i step on the ground getting out of the car, i felt something that i feel inside my heart that my friend would be someone wife and i somehow felt nervous. But my nervous when down a little bit coz he was there.. when i saw nadira in the white dress. i was stunned. she was so beautiful but i saw her sadness. Normal i guess for a bride to be that way. I think she achieve to navigate herself with her feelings at that time. Sincerely, the time when the solemnization took place, i saw every gtp was crying in the same time happy for her. As though we gave our blessing through our tears..but my heart was searching for him,is he watching this? is he like me seeing this? but he's no where in sight. but i understand the situation. I cried for nadyra..happy so much for her. When the ceremony was over there was photography session we took pictures with the new wedly couple. I saw him..my smile bloomed. we walked to nadira's house together. the handling over or swapping hantaran was held. Nadira's hantaran was so beautiful. Fresh flowers. While waiting for nadira getting ready for her reception, i was with him outside talking about many things. It has been that long to have that nice conversation with him. i think.

2010-07-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary~

Hello~!

Today..my beloved friend has become a wife. Nadyra..
We have been together from when we were teenagers and now i could not believe that i'm seeing her becoming a wife. Every steps i took into the mosque, i prayed for your future. The first glance of you in the white kurung dress already mesmerizes me. I just want to tell you, every smiles and tears that shed from me..are only for you. One day i believe, you will be a good loving mother. I'm giving my deepest and heartful compliment and wishes to you and your husband for your wedding day today. As a friend that cares, i would like to say i love you. Thats all from me..take care my love..

2010-05-15T19:41:00.000-07:00

Im definitely going to choose PhotoAura for my wedding ceremonies..thier works has never let me down eversince i discover them long ago. The thing is that i want them so much but i cant you know? coz i dont know when i will be married.hahaha thats a laugh.But surely, when my big day comes, im going to ring them first thing. This is thier website, http://photoaura.net/blog/ . Thier recent updates is where aween rashdan, thier photographer went to Japan to do a wedding shoot. i mean talk about major jealousy spreading! The bride and groom are perfect for each other. The bride is totally beautiful and the groom is totally a hunk. Cheryl Blossom was thier theme. i guess? haha i dont know you go and find out~! I wish mine would be as extravagant as thiers. i wonder when does my time comes..huhuhuhu

2010-04-16T18:25:00.000-07:00

Design showcase~

Ku berasa bingung untuk memilih mana satu design yang bagus untuk dipilih

design mcm ni ok gak?

2010-04-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

Bila malam menjelma, jiwa seperti sehitam-hitam langit meluas
setiap fikiran yang timbul bagai angin yang perlahan yang menyinggahi di setiap pelusuk jasadku
keadaan gelap...

Berbicara pada hati yang menyendiri
tiada noktahnya,
kekuatan iman yang rapuh
menguji ketabahan seorang hawa yang kecil

Bibir yang diam, yang tidak menolong
umpama satu yang berat tergatung

jalan yang kabur, menyimpang..
tidak tahu ke mana..

tetapi ku disini di dalam malam yang jelma..

Amrina

2010-02-13T06:36:00.000-08:00

VALENTINEs DAY

Today was a fairytale....

started out playing ice skating at sunway pyramid. we came at 930 and straight to the ice rink. it was a blast eventhough our feet became a nightmare. damn hurts but seeing his eyes it kinda fades. after that we had lunch at tony romas and get us some salmon grill with our fave drink, old fashion lemonade.i gave him a valentine card while waiting for our food and he was totally flattered. we were definitely stuffed. Then we head straight to the movies. We watched Valentine's day the movie, seriously..the movie was total hillarious, sweet and romantic. Taylor swift is so funny. Then we went to pancake house beside jco for some pancakes. worth the money. we went to forever21 after that and bought myself a cardi. seriously for me today was the best day/valentine's day i had since i can't remember when, back to back fun and loving.

2010-01-22T18:00:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING~

hey, updates from me~ just want to share a few things..as usual i did an online shopping exclusively at http://butiksunlay.blogspot.com. Thanks to Fara to sell such beautiful things! anyway..if you wonder what i bought over there, here's some of the things that i bought...

can't wait for it to arrive..~

Anyway for this coming February there's some things that will be happening such as Bumai Outing for 2010 at pulau pangkor. looking forward for it..owh and tomorrow, i think i'll be spending one day at port dickson for family fun. owh my mom's birthday this 30 Jan.what else? owh yeah i'm really looking forward for mysweetheart's convocation. that will be at johor..hmm..my mom and dad will be going for thier umrah on 1 March. while im writing this post, im sort of excited for a specific matter which i can't wait for it to come..so i think thats it..wait for my next post k?bye~!

2010-01-02T05:24:00.001-08:00

Hey, just wanna share new songs that i just found..so if ur bored with ur playlists of songs..maybe these songs can be added into ur playlists...urm..the songs are :

1) Rihanna - Hard

2) Chris Brown - Crawl

3) Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl

4) Kesha - Tik Tok

5) Yuna - Cinta Sempurna

6) Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

7) Bunkface - Through My Window

If you have any new songs, .please do tell me so that i can update my playlists too..~

2009-12-22T04:29:00.000-08:00

Diary for a moment~

my heart, something that you know i want so bad but for various reasons makes me feel this way..he's something, different..you know all this. You can see all the beautiful colors surrounding him everytime he smile.you make me beat fast. my dear heart, you have heard the sound of the ocean when i close my eyes for you..you already feel the wind that blows into me when i close my eyes for you to feel. remember my heart, these would help you to make a decision. but, do you remember heart, when i ran across the sand and into his arms? do you remember the smile he makes when he's blushing..? beat faster my heart..somehow you found the reason..beat faster my heart..

2009-12-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

All the single ladies..~!! i'm single yet again..~ i'm ok..don't worry.. i'm fine.. i guess its better to let go rather than pretending..its for the best. so what have i done lately since im single? Enjoying every little things.. somehow these little things builds myself in a way that maybe i'm the only who can understand it..only one thing..i feel that my life is like a beautiful rythm of a piano being played..and my heart beats as slow as it can be..for these past days..i went to a place where i find happiness, and being around people that is worth of my love..until now..i never stop thinking about it..and i'm cherishing it..very2 deeply..

2009-12-05T05:35:00.001-08:00

i dont know what my life would be after this...but all i know is that im here, waiting for the future. I'm wishing that my journey will be less painful and let the time would do the mending. i can't describe what im feeling right now..my heart is unavailable to feel. only my eyes can see it. my nights is as empty as my soul.. the words that are coming out of my mouth is as clueless as my thoughts. i dont know. help me..

2009-11-26T22:02:00.000-08:00

hey, yesterday i watch new moon..eventhough i read the book but watching it, is more satisfying. I can't describe how i felt when i watched it. Many things lingers in my mind, some of it makes me cry..the thing that i found out is, how i have to cherish a certain feelings is by keeping it..do not pour it. back then i keep pouring it, makes me empty inside, and the feelings just vanished. This is one thing i've learned.i have to teach myself to keep my feelings. hearing " Edward At her Bed' by Carter Burwell makes me go beyond my imagination and makes me feel my heart so deeply. Lately, i got this vibe that makes me want to stay quiet and think..but people kept asking why i've been quiet which makes me hard to focus. i want to love myself again..

2009-10-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

Whatever..whatever..whatever.. im so tired right now.. i also feel nervous the fact that tomorrow i'll be working..yeah its a huge deal..i dont know if i can make it..so like if its a contract, no matter what im stick to it right? its like the first thing i would do tomorrow is like be this professional worker shake hands here and there, introducing myself for this one week, well thats going to be lovely ( heh~!). leaving the house at 7, shah alam to bangi..do you think i would reach there on time? im not well actually..tadi i took 2 pills and i drove to pkns while feeling groggy..i nearly slept..woah~! so like now i want to sleep but i cant coz tonight i have to get up early..if i sleep now i cant sleep early..i would probably sleep late thats not good..so i'll stop here..wish me luck for tomorrow..toodles~!!

2009-07-26T07:49:00.001-07:00

hey guys.. sorry for the hiatus.. im currently busy with 3 months training under cidb/KLIA training.. but now i got the chance..like between last minute work updates of my blog.. what a timing~ but my blog is updated and nice to look at.. i'll update whenever i can.. so.. in the meantime if u havent go to the new moon website i suggest u go now. http://www.newmoonthemovie.com/ enjoy~!

2009-06-01T04:05:00.000-07:00

New Moon Trailer

2009-05-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

New Moon Poster

2009-05-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

Dear friends..

i want to say.. everytime u spend with me..i'll cherish it.. every drop of ur tears are very meaningful to me.. i wish you all lifetime happiness through out ur journey of ur life.. i may not be with you all the way but when im there with u..means that im destined to be with u at that time n place..the memory... will be an episode of my life that i pure heartedly keep in myself until my dying days.. Semoga Allah membalasi baik budi yang telah u all given me.. thank you for being my friend..i always remember you..no matter where u are.. dont do stupid things..untill we meet again.. i love you all.. xoxo

2009-05-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

Dairy For A Moment~

HEy..urm.. right now i feel tired..i really dont know what to say about my final work for my degree show..im running out of time~ i need time..i cant peform if like this... i dont want to let go my degree just like that~please.. i need my cgpa to be 3 pointer so that in the future i can further my master~ serius redha..but in the same time im trying to get to the goal..i feel gloomy..i need time and usaha..but where i am right now is the best that i can give but still i know its not enough~ my family always there to give me support..i love them so much.. my boyfriend..the best boyfriend in the world and lucky like hell to have him..All thanks to Allah..Ya Allah.. I need guidance and support from You... i'm honest to myself right now..

2009-04-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

DEGREE SHOW 2009 : ESSENCE

2009-04-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

My Latest Work

Al kisah..lecturer gue mengatakan design gue crap.. i know ji.. mujhe bilkul nahi pasant hai..how dare he said that.. mujhe very sad huu.. lekin... aap mujhe bataaye..maine design crap hai?

2009-04-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

REVIEW : RAB NE BANA DI JODI

Hello, dah lama tak update blog..sorry2 pada siapa yang selalu singgah kat blog nih..orait.. this time, nak review citer Shah rukh khan yang baru kuar dvd..RAB NE BANA DI JODI.. ok.. citer nih..dari mana nak start..ok.. pasal casting die.. heroin anushka, muka baru..bagi aku.. perghh body die hot ok..perfect portion laa.. atas mantap bawah maintain..walawey..ni first time die jadi heroin.. kiranya film debut die la..ok skrg the story..story die bagi aku is good..nampak cam tak akan menjadi tapi it turn out well..for me lah citer nih tunjuk true love la..perempuan tak nak love mcm nih mmg bodo arr.. mana nak dpt lelaki yang sanggup wat bende dalam citer nih kat wife melainkan korang ade org dalam ngan syarikat TNB atau member baik datuk bandar ker..wahaha k..k..tak sabar ni nak citer..kepada sesiapa yang tak tgk lagi..yang member2 aku tuh nak..mintak.. aku leh kasi. Ok... citer die pasal Surinder Sahni seorang yang schema yg kawen ngan Taani..actually Taani ni kawen ngan surinder nih sebab permintaan terakhir ayah die sebelum die mati plus pakwe die mati dalam accident bas masuk dalam lombong..kesian kat Taani..so cam die nih sebenarnya periang tapi since dua tragedi besar berlaku die cam tak leyh nak love lagi lah... so surinder nih ( shah rukh khan) ni fell in love ngan Taani sejak die jumpa kat perkahwinan Taani yang tak jadi tuh.. bila dah kawen surinder nih dah kemaruk ngan Taani ni cam trying hard to show love die kat taani.. sanggup mati untuk taani lah kiranya.. but Taani awal2 dah cakap die tak leh nak love surinder tapi die janji untuk menjadi isteri yang berjaya..and she did.. kagum lah jugak.. so pada satu hari.. ade lah syarikat tarian besar dari bombay dtg kat Amritsar..surinder ngan taani duk kat amritsar.. taani sebenarnya suka sgt menari.. so die mintak kebenaran surinder nak serta lah..surinder pun kasi lah duit and support.. tapi si surinder cam nak tgk sgt si taani ni menari.. die sanggup ubah diri die jadi lain supaya tak nak taani perasan..diam2 lah kononnye..si surinder nih pun bila dah ubah kepada pemuda yang kacak hensem bergaya die pegilah kat tempat kelas tarian tuh.. tetapi..jeng jeng jeng.. jurulatih kat situ igt yang surinder are one of the participant mcm taani tuh.. so die pun terjoin sekali..so lepas tuh diorang nih di divided into two group green and red..so yes boleh disangka..surinder dipartnerkan dgn taani.. tapi surinder tukar nama die kepada Raj.. so Raj n Taani.. tapi watak Raj nih cam menjengkelkan..cam frat boys lah kiranya..flirt..cheap flirt..hohoho taani tak bagitau pun die dah kawen... so cam taani cam tak suka ngan si raj nih..menyampah..cam tepahape..lepas tuh..kelas tarian tuh ade wat kompetition dance.. taani ni cam semangat giler lah nak menang.. tapi si raj nih cam taik..dance terabur..raj pun cam tarik diri cakap die cam wat taani buruk lagi..tapi..taani lepas tuh pujuk balik lah si raj nih..diorang menari..praktis..sampailah diorang tersenarai menjadi top ten jodi (partners) yang dpt masuk dalam dance competition tuh..nak wat citer nih lagut.. si raj nih pun luahkan perasaan die.. si taani nih dah serba salah dah.yelah bini org kan..tapi tani ter fell in love sebab cara raj luahkan perasaan love die tuh special..cair beb..so taani pun suruh raj bawak die lari dari amritsar..so Raj nih a.k.a Surinder (husband die) cam heartbroken..twisted jugak ar citer nih.. so si raj nih dgn keadaan frust cakap kat taani malam final dance competition tuh die akan bawa lari taani...so..in the mean time..masa surinder jadi surinder die bawak taani gi tgk ade fair jepun mana ntah and ade pertandingan sumo going on that time diorang sampai kat fair tuh.. siapa dpt kalahkan sumo jepun tuh dpt tiket gi ke jepun free pergi balik beb..surinder pun trylah luck die..menang beb..skema tak skema arr..wahahah taani cam marah kenapa wat bende nih semua.. so skrg nih taani dah gelabah,serba salah giler babi, confius..mcm mana nak buat.. So malam dance competition tuh sebelum diorang present.. taani cakaplah kat raj yang die tak dpt nak lari bersama die sebab die tak leyh tinggalkan surinder..so raj nih cam terharu arr dalam hati..sekali sampai masa diorang present..raj tak jadi raj, die dah jadi surinder.. so taani menari dengan the real surinder ngan kasut sport nyer...seluar slack,cermin mata ngan misai tampal..hahah so taani figure out..so diorang together2..apa lagi kan? happy endinglaa..hihihi last sekali tunjuk gambar diorang pergi jepun..comel2 jer..hihihi the end... banyak kan aku story..bila dah berapi nihlah jadinyer.. ok rate for this movie..Citer..8/10 Lagu 9/10 hehehe suka lagu2 die..really moving.. so korang gi tengok tau kalau belum tgk..best2..ok tata..hum rahi pyar kay..phir milenge chalte chalte.. :)

2009-04-11T21:48:00.000-07:00

Inspiration

i wanna share some of my latest inspiration design collection.. i've come across many design and some of them i just have to take to help me on my project.. credits to the owner.. check it out!

2009-04-02T03:13:00.000-07:00

Ghajini - Guzarish

2009-03-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

Aril - Andainya Aku Pergi Dulu

Andainya aku pergi dulu sebelummu

Janganlah kau bersedih hati
Andainya aku tiada lagi di sisimu
Janganlah kau memencil diri
Bayangkanlah masa-masa bahagia
Semasa engkau dan aku
Bermesra di langit biru
Di waktu kasih berpadu

Andainya engkau pergi dulu sebelumku
Mestikah aku hidup melara
Andainya engkau tiada lagi di sisiku
Mestikah aku kecewa

Ku percaya kau selalu di sisiku
Walaupun jasadmu tiada
Walau di mana kau berada
Kasihku takkan berubah

Di pohon cemara ku ukirkan kata cinta
Bulan tersenyum dan bersinar
Berguguran daun jatuh lembut ke rambutmu
Meraikan suasana indah
Di sini ku berjanji disaksi rembulan
Andainya ku pergi dulu
Jikalau ku pergi dulu
Ku nantimu di pintu syurga

2009-03-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

I'm Supporting Earth Hour~!!

To show my support for Earth Hour im not going to be online for one hour

and switching of all the lights in my house.yeay! For me this is a cool thing..

2009-03-27T09:14:00.001-07:00

Diary For A Moment~

Malam ni terasa lah . Tak tau kenapa.. dah boring sgt2 ..

2009-03-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING-STRAWBERI

Inilah kerja aku ... shopping..shopping..shopping.. duit habis beli shawl jer kerja nyer wakakaka what can i say.. shawls is my latest addiction besides guitar hero..lalalalala~

2009-03-20T05:28:00.000-07:00

Diary for a moment~

hey, just taken my bath..my hair's wet waiting it to dry..while watching the victoria secret fashion show 2008..im so bored..seriously..my credit finish..ayoh dunno what to do now..but i want to do something..if only i got my shawls tadi it would be something that i've would been doing right now..im still searching ideas for my major assignment..oh come one..my creative side is so asleep right now..why??~!! tonight dunno what dinner will be..whatever..out~

2009-03-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING : BUTIK SUNLAY

hallo~! kamek beli kain ela..just for my bf sister's wedding .. wahah pretty excited but dunno how it would turn out when it became a kebaya with me wearing it..hoho temanya OREN..

2009-03-16T03:17:00.000-07:00

AIZAT - LAGU KITA

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Deras hatiku berdetak
Di langit aku terlihat kamu
Terang malam teman kita
Dengan angin meniup sayu

Kupetik gitar akustik ini
Dengan harapan dia mendengar
Melodi indah yang kucipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu
Walau berjuta mendengar
Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita
Tergambar bintang di angkasa
Berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah lagu kita

Oh..oh..oh
Oh..oh..oooh

Melodi indah yang kucipta
Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus
Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu
Walau berjuta mendengar
Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita
Tergambar bintang di angkasa
Berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah lagu kita

Terciptalah lagu kita

2009-03-16T03:11:00.000-07:00

AGNES MONICA - MATAHARIKU

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

2009-03-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

MARKER DRAWING / RENDERING

Today i woke up and suddenly have the passion to learn and be better in marker rendering. Since for Major im doing and event and Prof bising nak marker rendering. So bangun je terus bukak youtube cari pasal marker rendering..and i come upon some awsome videos showing thier skills how to rendering markers..seriously i became so excited and passionate when i saw these video's and feeling pissed becoz of not discovering these videos earlier and can get the practice..grr anyway.. i know these artist ar professionals but even so they are very inspiring and giving hope to me especially when i suck at drawing..i even dont call myself a designer..wahah whatever.. so here's the videos that i want to share with you guys..hope u guys like it..credits to HarveyArtifex,MikeysTube~

2009-03-13T08:43:00.002-07:00

i made this signature tag ~ my activity during bored time~ just wanna share..

2009-03-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

Comparison

This dress is inspired by miley cyrus wore when she presenting pink in the VMA 2008.. Her dress for me is an eye catcher.

2009-03-12T11:46:00.000-07:00

IN THE DARK

what is this im feeling..? im shredding tears all over my cheeks..there's this one couple i envy..even if u see it 4 urself..u know they are so happy...making each other so happy to the core..~ All the mistakes i have done..sometimes i think not even once i deserve what he has done to me..even so i still want him. Why am i hesitating right now..? is it ok if i compare my love life with other love life there is? is it fair? i feel i want to run away..~ letting him go and let him be..i deserve better..do i?our anual anniversary doesnt even feel like an anniversary.. i dont want to cry at night wishing and wanting something more from him..he's the guy..i mean is it ok that us women expects more from men? i dont give a fuck if im being too emotional..this is who i am..im right here.. wanting him more then ever..there he is in his LaLa land having time of his life.. and im here..i feel stupid..He got DL for his exams..making me like an idiot for moaning over a relationship that i think im the one who's building it..i let him and gave him what he wants..i just want a relationship where im bella and he's the edward but in my case.. im the edward..wtf, even u..do u want that?He thinks he's so good enough..I'm freaking MAD because i cant feel the love..i want constant love and care..dont want to feel alone and any type of sorrows ANYMORE..no more..i dont want.. Fuck it.. i will never have what i want.. asik aku je sacrifice.. its been long since i cried but tonight im crying..can't stop it..i want to run away..maybe single is the way to go..no crying..is it better to be with someone or the opposite? you know what.. i feel i want to be quite.. let all the feelings to be kept in my heart.. he's dumb enough to know it moreover to understands it..For u who's reading this..this is me..can't decide what i want and can't feel what i should suppose to feel..i'm messed up~ what ever..

2009-03-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING : BUTIK SUNLAY

Hey~! just bought these two shawls at a great price at butik sunlay..have to grab it fast coz its selling so fast.. owh yeah this blog also sells cool beautiful fabrics..its an eye twister.. drop by at http://butiksunlay.blogspot.com

2009-03-05T00:12:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING : STRAWBERI

owh yeah..im a shawl addict...confession is made :P~ bought another two shawls at strawberionlinestore..

2009-03-03T23:03:00.000-08:00

CLASSTRIP : PANGKOR ISLAND

Last two weeks, kamek pergi pangkor. For me, best la.. kitaorang gi sana for 3 days 2 nights. Let me story2 about my point of perspect about the trip. The trip is on 20,21,22 feb. Bertolak on friday morning..Awal bgn siot~! kol 530 dah bgn. So..berkumpul kat ktm shah alam around 7. Dah lama tak naik ktm..happy jer rasa.. dah sampai kl sentral beli sandwich kat dunkin. Lepas tuh turun tangga naik train. Agak lama lah jugak.. dah tido bangun pun tak sampai2 lagi..dalam train menangkap gambar album, tgk anak org,kacau org..so bila dah sampai ipoh, kitaorang berjln kaki ke perhentian bas nak gi ke lumut. Best giler naik bas yang hampir nak tercabut besi,tingkapnyer.. last naik pun kat melaka masa dip dulu,..for me best siot..! Lama siot naik bas.. dahlah panas, dah sampai kat jetty lumut..beli tiket ferri terus naik..dalam feri interview maman rupanya die first time gi pangkor begitu juga jamboo. Bila dah sampai kat pangkor, naik van pink pergi ke chalet kamek. Penat..satu hari berjalan..serius penat..tapi bila dah sampai chalet i mean for me wow lah.. ntah lah bila tgk chalet terasa penat tuh hilang..so dah settle in.. tido jap.. petang tuh apa lagi semua bantai mandi laut..best woo~!! isk..dah lama tak mandi laut biru..isk..best lah mandi..tanam syaf dalam pasir jadi duyung khunsa..giler..hahah tergelak kamek bila memikirnyer.. malam tuh bedal like hell sebab lapar giler.. mlm tuh tgk raja lawak..bedal jajan semua..then tido..All the activity is done on the second day.. pagi gi snorkeling eee, at first mmg horror sebab tak pernah ikan dekat dgn badan.. mcm pirana pun ade..letak je roti..pergh berpusu2 dtg. agaknya ikan2 kat situ gemuk makan roti je.. snorkeling sampai lebam.. its not just a phrase but i really do have bruises at my feet, cuts and bleeding..and also im burned~! but its worth it..lunch kat island snorkeling tuh serius never experience like this in my life..treasuring it good. masa otw balik naik bot.. tergolek dalam bot.. bodo..jadi bahan je.. balik chalet mandi and such gi jenjalan beli burger..lapor..lepas tuh kan balik chalet tido petang tuh ade sukaneka..agak best lah sukaneka sampai sakit pinggang main limbo..banyak memory disitu..malam plak ade bbq..kitaorang tak bbq dah siap bbq kan..mwehehe ketam bakar layannnan..~lepas tuh kitaorang semua gi jenjalan tepi pantai..waahh best main buaian tepi pantai sambil makan abc..layan beb ..beli one souvenier for myself to remember this trip. still wearing it right now. lepak jap tepi pantai tgk org dating teringat bf..adehh alah lepas tuh balik bilik sebab nak berak tak tahan..beli kacang rebus..jajan..belasah jelah ade rembat bawak balik chalet. sambil makan tertido..,.bodo bgn pagi tgn ade koko krunch..sewel~ bgn2 je pagi tuh.. badan mcm kena hentak pun ade..sakit giler..lenguh2. ayoh..so breakfast.. bantai bilik air lagi lps tuh..packing lepas tuh bertolak balik.. masa balik naik ferry yang bleyh kuar and duduk kat atas..best siut..happy rasa.. semua tangkap gambar.. aku tgk jer..happy semua org..tgk diorang happy aku pun terasa happy..bila dah sampai jetty lumut.. lepak situ sementara tunggu bas kol 530 bertolak ke KL..beli krepek ikan yng 5 10 hengget tuh...tapi kamek beli campur dgn sotong strip..hehe makan kfc.. dalam bas tido, main game kat fon lepas tuh dgr adib berceloteh, kasi teka teki sama dgn tacap.. jawapan die rasa nak bunuh je dua orang tuh.. hadoyaii. dah sampai pudu.. kitaorg jalan ke ktm pasar seni tuh terus naik ke shah alam. then dalam ktm nik cakap kelas esoknyer ditunda ke 2.. seronoknyer rasa..tapi tgk takde..hahah so thats how the trip goes..seriously best for me.. and looking forward a trip such like this in the future. Luv my friends and missing to those that missing the trip. Checkout the pics.. thanks to adib~! out..~

2009-02-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

DIARY : SHAWLS

Ni adalah aksi2 ketika ku boring..~ since strawberionline store suruh tayang shawl baru..ni lah jadinyer.. takde cam.. guna webcam..senang..shawl yang aku pakai nih semua dibeli di strawberionlinestore.promote..promote..Actually to be honest.. i look even pretty when pakai shawl..no offense to bawal but..dah selalu pakai i look dull..bila pakai shawl nih terasa confidence diri tuh naiklah..Bf pun cakap lawa..habis jeans koyak..im trying something new..since shawl is nice, i wonder if i look good in tudung ekin..my friends and bf says cam makcik bila pakai..but mana tau if aku pakai nampak cun..heee bila 1st time pakai shawl terfikir kenapalah aku tak pakai shawl nih dari dulu.. asik pakai bawal hitammm je.. glad making myself to wear shawl..Anyway if u guys tgk aku pakai shawl nih kelakar..gelak lah..takkan nangis kan?? hihihi so leave me any comments about what u think of me wearing shawls.. :)

2009-02-23T22:46:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING : STRAWBERI

I bought again two shawls from strawberionlinestore..

if ur interested go to http://strawberionlinestore.blogspot.com

and get some for urselves..

purple shawl

I bought the black one..if ur interested on the dark blue and purple

they are still available..go check'em out~

2009-02-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING : STRAWBERI

hey, i just bought these two shawls from http://strawberionlinestore.blogspot.com

2009-02-14T04:34:00.000-08:00

EVENT : VALENTINE DAY WITH GTP

Today we had a picnic together at tasik shah alam..the weather was very nice.. adeq,izza,fynaz,nadira and baya was there..but farz isnt there..( miss you farz~!). We had a surprise birthday for fynaz because of her birthday is tomorrow..along with valentine get together all in one..~ i had a good time seeing everybody enjoy thier kfc,cake and also the heart candy gift that i gave to each and everyone..*wink2*. It would be more greatful if farz was there also..aww..neway wanna show pics of our fun picnic..~

2009-02-03T01:56:00.000-08:00

SPOTLIGHT : HAILEY OF PARAMORE

I can't help myself by searching pics of hailey.. i crossed upon these awsome pics of her that i would like to share with u guys..~

2009-02-02T03:50:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAY : CAMERON HIGHLAND

hey~! dah lama tak update..mwehehe sowy.. busy lah..gomen..gomen.. k.. recently i went to cameron highlands for Bumai outings..( at last...10 tahun kot tunggu..). I went few places..biasak la kan cameron kalau tak pi ladang teh bukan pergi cameron namanya.. anyway.. dah berapa kali pergi ladang teh kat cameron first time pergi ladang teh yang betul2 besar gabak.. kiranya selama nih aku gi ladang teh yang ciput.. best lah.. rasa cam nak golek hindustan pun ade..golek atas pokok teh..mana boleyh.. (duhhh.?!!) k.. nak tunjuk evidance..kang kata aku nih cakap lebey je gambo takde..cet!

2009-01-11T04:36:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING - CUPCLOTHES

I just bought these from cupclothes... a scarf and a bag

http://cupclothes.blogspot.com

2009-01-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

PARAMORE - DECODE

How can I decide what’s right,
when you’re clouding up my mind?
I can’t win your losing fight
all the time

Nor could I ever own what’s mine,
when you’re always taking sides.
But you won’t take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
Well I used to know you so well
But, how did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes,
and it’s hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can’t see
what kind of man that you are;
if you’re a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
on my own.
(I’m screaming, “I love you so”)
On my own
(My thoughts you can’t decode!!)

How did we get here?
when I used to know you so well (yeah)
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools
of ourselves.
Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools
of ourselves.

How did we get here?
when I used to know you so well (Yeah, yeah, yeah!)
Well, how did we get here?
when I used to know you so well.
I think I know...
I think I know...

There is something I see in you,
it might kill me.

I want it to be true.

2009-01-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

2008-12-24T08:13:00.000-08:00

2008-12-24T06:25:00.000-08:00

hey~

today went smoothly.. well, i wake up as usual around 10.. and then i head up to plaza alam sentral for lunch..and in the evening i went to see the movie "Twilight". i know i'm late to see this movie but at least i catch while its still in theaters. kinda bummed when some of the scenes that would be the highlight been cut off.. suck~!! but edward cullen..you totally blew my heart away~ edward..lala.. ur skin glares like all the beautiful diamonds in the world are put together... waaa.. edward..u can come into my room anytime u want especially watching me sleep or we can talk all night since u never sleep.. bestnyer.. ur so dreamy.. above all..dance with me.. u wore that tux..omg~!! u have melted me in a drastic way.. hahaha i have too a dazzlingly scent..smell me.. wahahahha..giler. anyway..for me the story i gave 5/10 but for edward cullen i gave 9/10..hahaha this movie kalau tak tgk kat movies pun takpe kot..prefer download it..u can see everything..haha urm..if its about the story..i say this movie tgk sekali pun tkpe kot but its because of edward cullen i would run it couple of times.. well this is my review lah kan..but maybe when i watch it again,probaby i would change my mind about the story? ok.. urm.. after this i wanna see yes man. jim carrey..ok tata~!

2008-12-22T06:32:00.000-08:00

today~

terasa nak speaking..~ hello everybody.. i've been browsing some of my friends blog and reading their stories about what they with their day today. Some of it are funny and some are ok..makes me want to do mine.Lets see.. ok..wake up around 10.. golek2..msg aweks.. beli breakfast mcd and then.terpandang bilik yang suppose to be clean before my bro wedding.so discussed with bro he sais its a go so..i started moving all the boxes to the store. taking my time. while moving listening to loud and good music. ideas came that is to take one of my bro's brown ikea bookcase which he has 2 and didnt even use it. so i take one into my room and start unpacking my stuff. it turns out very upbeat. feels that i want to buy more stuff for my room. cant wait to go scout stuff . im taking this cleaning my room as a preparation for my last sem of my degree. Thanks to god i got good results but inside me i think that i can do better actually. at night went dinner with my mom,cousin, bro n sis in law. eating japanese. miso soup totally blew me away. went to giant to buy zip to sental my horror bathroom. take a shower and now im writing my blog while drinking strawberry milk and eating famous amos choc chip with pecan cookies. i really do feel tired. i want to lie down while reading sin chan. i donno what to do for tomorrow. im gonna end this. chow~!

2008-12-16T10:35:00.000-08:00

ARTWORK

2008-12-16T10:29:00.000-08:00

can u buy these for me...pls..pls..pls

2008-12-16T10:24:00.000-08:00

What happen if i turn myself into these styles..?

2008-12-16T09:35:00.000-08:00

What i like..

hey..dah lama tak update blog..dunno what to put..belasah je lah.. ok.. skrg ni nak tunjuk some of the things that i like,love and admire..actually bende ni am dah kumpul lama dah but didnt have the time to upload it here..so..here it goes :

TYPOGRAPHY

for this one..i like it coz of its composition and color..for me it attracts me to look at it..

for this one..i actually did one of my own by refering this artwork as my guidance.. the layout,color and font.

maybe for u its nothing but for me this one actually gives me inspirations to use to make my own artwork..look at the font..

look at it..the color..composition..unique

play with numbers..

im going to jogja~!

wow..wow..wow..luv it~

avant garde~!!

what does it say....?

simple..font,color and composition...

2008-10-14T11:22:00.000-07:00

They told me be careful
They said be weary of you
They warn persistence is the fatal flaw

I find myself waiting
Find myself hoping that you'll
One day fall into my open arms

But its ok, you can just call me friend
Even though I mind
I'll just take the backseat again

In the end Im here
In the end just sit and stare
The season change not making way
As I just waiting waiting waiting for you

But I've been here a time or two
Like trying to fight the dying breath
Why is every step I take so damn hard
I got some battle wounds from this
I got the sinking feeling in my skin
Im getting tired of the night
Just waiting for the light

But its ok, you can just call me friend
Even though I mind
I'll just take the backseat again
In the end I? here
In the end just sit and stare
The season change not making way
As I just waiting waiting waiting for you

But its ok, you can just call me friend
Even though I mind
I'll just take the backseat again
In the end Im here
In the end just sit and stareThe season change not making way
As I just waiting waiting waiting for you

They said be weary of you
They warn persistence is the fatal flaw

2008-10-01T08:48:00.001-07:00

Aidilfitri 08~

Hey~ I wanna wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin.. Sorry if am ade terkasar bahasa, mengata ataupun menganggu perasaan korang..ampun maaf dipinta.. alhamdulilah today happened just fine..thanks to Him. Now i wanna share you all my happiness for today..~

2008-09-18T14:36:00.000-07:00

Lets go back to our younger days.. let me show how i was back then..i think these would give you a good laugh..

Hahahaha.. so.. you want to be like these also..? just go to this website http://www.yearbookyourself.com/ its where i did these photos.. so go on.. do yours.. and stop already laughing at mine..wait until i see urs..~

2008-09-15T06:45:00.000-07:00

Free Wallpapers From Me to All~!!

2008-09-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

I'm a cupcake freak~

When i discovered this cuppacake..my world became restless because of its beauty and the taste that is so good. Thank you to fynaz, she's the one who introduced the cupcake world to me..Let me give my opinion about this food. First of all its yummy..second its yummy.. and lastly its yummy..~!! you guys should check out thier new cuppacakes design at thier website http://www.ilovecuppacakes.com . believe me..its an eye twister.. this shop is located at damansara uptown..and i live in shah alam..i've been going there loads of time and it makes me feel that the shop is short in distance and its worth the miles~ when i bring home the cuppacakes, my brother taste it and now he's into it too~! and now he's spreadng the cuppacakes love to his friends and officemates !! the cuppacake love is spreading.. so why dont you get your sweet piece of the cuppacake love by heading down to thier shop and get some for ur selves.. owh i forgot to mention they too have thier own blogspot to.. its actually connected with thier homepage. so.. that's what i wanted to share now..i'll keep updates about my cuppacake world..later~!

2008-09-14T14:26:00.000-07:00

Hey semua..~

for my first post, meh sini am nak share about my latest obsession.

Sempena bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni.. semestinya upin dan ipin kembali ke udara. yeay~! nak tau.. pada mulanya mmglah am terfikir..eee ape nih upin dan ipin.. mcm budak-budak. Nak tau cerita die mcm nih.. pada satu petang tuh ade conference bersama ummi (MintyKamal) dengan Salmi, diorang borak pasal upin dan ipin nih lah.. maklumlah org tak tau apa2..so tanyalah kat mereka pasal upin dan ipin ni..ummi pun ceritalah.. die cakap best suruh tgk.. so am pun download lah. Bila tgk .. COMELNYA~! excited sgt2.. .terasa mcm nak join sekali dgn upin dan ipin ni..ummi cerita lah.. upin dan ipin nih siar di Tv9.. 5 minit je.. bila dah tgk..rasa tak puas..mesti nak ulang..bila ummi cerita lagi.. sebenarnya upin dan ipin nih dah ade raya tahun lepas lagi.. terfikir..mcm mana boleyh tak tau..ish..ish.. apa lagi.. download lah episod-episod yang lepas. Upin dan ipin ni..die ade pada hari jumaat, sabtu dan ahad je.. setiap kol 7.. setakat nih.. tak pernah miss..betul betul betul.. so kepada yang tak tengok lagi..try lah tgk sekali.. ala sekejap je.. hihihi kalau nak diikutkan banyak lagi nak cerita pasal upin dan ipin nih..tapi cukup jelah sampai sini..so.. selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni.. owh yer.. jgn ponteng puasa ya??!! Rajin2 lah berterawikh.. So.. setakat nih sahaja.. Salam semua..ja mata~!!

2008-09-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody,
Welcome to my blog. Finally i have my own blog. I'm looking forward for this blog to grow and i'm pretty excited my self to insert loads of things that i would like to share including my opinions, artworks, thoughts, like and dislikes with you all.. with the support from you all, i hope that my blog would still running in a long period of time. Ok.. can't wait to start.. bye for now..~!