hey, yesterday i watch new moon..eventhough i read the book but watching it, is more satisfying. I can't describe how i felt when i watched it. Many things lingers in my mind, some of it makes me cry..the thing that i found out is, how i have to cherish a certain feelings is by keeping it..do not pour it. back then i keep pouring it, makes me empty inside, and the feelings just vanished. This is one thing i've learned.i have to teach myself to keep my feelings. hearing " Edward At her Bed' by Carter Burwell makes me go beyond my imagination and makes me feel my heart so deeply. Lately, i got this vibe that makes me want to stay quiet and think..but people kept asking why i've been quiet which makes me hard to focus. i want to love myself again..