SHOPPING~

hey, updates from me~ just want to share a few things..as usual i did an online shopping exclusively at http://butiksunlay.blogspot.com. Thanks to Fara to sell such beautiful things! anyway..if you wonder what i bought over there, here's some of the things that i bought...

can't wait for it to arrive..~

Anyway for this coming February there's some things that will be happening such as Bumai Outing for 2010 at pulau pangkor. looking forward for it..owh and tomorrow, i think i'll be spending one day at port dickson for family fun. owh my mom's birthday this 30 Jan.what else? owh yeah i'm really looking forward for mysweetheart's convocation. that will be at johor..hmm..my mom and dad will be going for thier umrah on 1 March. while im writing this post, im sort of excited for a specific matter which i can't wait for it to come..so i think thats it..wait for my next post k?bye~!

Hey, just wanna share new songs that i just found..so if ur bored with ur playlists of songs..maybe these songs can be added into ur playlists...urm..the songs are :

1) Rihanna - Hard

2) Chris Brown - Crawl

3) Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl

4) Kesha - Tik Tok

5) Yuna - Cinta Sempurna

6) Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

7) Bunkface - Through My Window

If you have any new songs, .please do tell me so that i can update my playlists too..~

Diary for a moment~

my heart, something that you know i want so bad but for various reasons makes me feel this way..he's something, different..you know all this. You can see all the beautiful colors surrounding him everytime he smile.you make me beat fast. my dear heart, you have heard the sound of the ocean when i close my eyes for you..you already feel the wind that blows into me when i close my eyes for you to feel. remember my heart, these would help you to make a decision. but, do you remember heart, when i ran across the sand and into his arms? do you remember the smile he makes when he's blushing..? beat faster my heart..somehow you found the reason..beat faster my heart..

All the single ladies..~!! i'm single yet again..~ i'm ok..don't worry.. i'm fine.. i guess its better to let go rather than pretending..its for the best. so what have i done lately since im single? Enjoying every little things.. somehow these little things builds myself in a way that maybe i'm the only who can understand it..only one thing..i feel that my life is like a beautiful rythm of a piano being played..and my heart beats as slow as it can be..for these past days..i went to a place where i find happiness, and being around people that is worth of my love..until now..i never stop thinking about it..and i'm cherishing it..very2 deeply..

i dont know what my life would be after this...but all i know is that im here, waiting for the future. I'm wishing that my journey will be less painful and let the time would do the mending. i can't describe what im feeling right now..my heart is unavailable to feel. only my eyes can see it. my nights is as empty as my soul.. the words that are coming out of my mouth is as clueless as my thoughts. i dont know. help me..

hey, yesterday i watch new moon..eventhough i read the book but watching it, is more satisfying. I can't describe how i felt when i watched it. Many things lingers in my mind, some of it makes me cry..the thing that i found out is, how i have to cherish a certain feelings is by keeping it..do not pour it. back then i keep pouring it, makes me empty inside, and the feelings just vanished. This is one thing i've learned.i have to teach myself to keep my feelings. hearing " Edward At her Bed' by Carter Burwell makes me go beyond my imagination and makes me feel my heart so deeply. Lately, i got this vibe that makes me want to stay quiet and think..but people kept asking why i've been quiet which makes me hard to focus. i want to love myself again..

Whatever..whatever..whatever.. im so tired right now.. i also feel nervous the fact that tomorrow i'll be working..yeah its a huge deal..i dont know if i can make it..so like if its a contract, no matter what im stick to it right? its like the first thing i would do tomorrow is like be this professional worker shake hands here and there, introducing myself for this one week, well thats going to be lovely ( heh~!). leaving the house at 7, shah alam to bangi..do you think i would reach there on time? im not well actually..tadi i took 2 pills and i drove to pkns while feeling groggy..i nearly slept..woah~! so like now i want to sleep but i cant coz tonight i have to get up early..if i sleep now i cant sleep early..i would probably sleep late thats not good..so i'll stop here..wish me luck for tomorrow..toodles~!!