Diary for a moment~

my heart, something that you know i want so bad but for various reasons makes me feel this way..he's something, different..you know all this. You can see all the beautiful colors surrounding him everytime he smile.you make me beat fast. my dear heart, you have heard the sound of the ocean when i close my eyes for you..you already feel the wind that blows into me when i close my eyes for you to feel. remember my heart, these would help you to make a decision. but, do you remember heart, when i ran across the sand and into his arms? do you remember the smile he makes when he's blushing..? beat faster my heart..somehow you found the reason..beat faster my heart..

All the single ladies..~!! i'm single yet again..~ i'm ok..don't worry.. i'm fine.. i guess its better to let go rather than pretending..its for the best. so what have i done lately since im single? Enjoying every little things.. somehow these little things builds myself in a way that maybe i'm the only who can understand it..only one thing..i feel that my life is like a beautiful rythm of a piano being played..and my heart beats as slow as it can be..for these past days..i went to a place where i find happiness, and being around people that is worth of my love..until now..i never stop thinking about it..and i'm cherishing it..very2 deeply..

i dont know what my life would be after this...but all i know is that im here, waiting for the future. I'm wishing that my journey will be less painful and let the time would do the mending. i can't describe what im feeling right now..my heart is unavailable to feel. only my eyes can see it. my nights is as empty as my soul.. the words that are coming out of my mouth is as clueless as my thoughts. i dont know. help me..