i dont know what my life would be after this...but all i know is that im here, waiting for the future. I'm wishing that my journey will be less painful and let the time would do the mending. i can't describe what im feeling right now..my heart is unavailable to feel. only my eyes can see it. my nights is as empty as my soul.. the words that are coming out of my mouth is as clueless as my thoughts. i dont know. help me..